Fucking

I love sex. I have often wondered if I am addicted to it. If my life could be 100% about running my label and fucking I would be one happy motherfucker. Felt like a good post for shitmas.

sex. IIRC, that is a fun thing to do. Can't quite recall, it's been so long since I did it though.

in other news, xmas sucks because nothing is open, can't even go buy alcohol because the stores are all closed. humbug, and all that.

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yes this is definetely the least favorite of my holidays

nureintier wrote:

sex. IIRC, that is a fun thing to do. Can't quite recall, it's been so long since I did it though.

in other news, xmas sucks because nothing is open, can't even go buy alcohol because the stores are all closed. humbug, and all that.

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Maybe you should stop being a recluse and get some action..haha.

oriasnuclearvomit wrote:

Maybe you should stop being a recluse and get some action..haha.

How can you be properly misanthropic if yr not a recluse? I hate being social.

skeletonplaguerex wrote:

yes this is definetely the least favorite of my holidays

Yeah, it's mostly a pain in the ass, especially when you want to go to the damn post office and thousands of people are waiting to mail their xmas gifts and being assholes and trying to push me out of line. I should've growled at them, I suppose (I once did this in a PO line and made a small child cry. I'm a mean bitch, I know).

so maybe i'm a noob but what's IIRC

i think this was my best xmas ever. i got no presents, saw no family, spent waaaayyy too much on whiskey,

my only two xmas presents were whiskey and cash.... happy days



been spending days debating and arguing with myself in my head how to reduce someone to tears.

nureintier wrote:

oriasnuclearvomit wrote:

Maybe you should stop being a recluse and get some action..haha.

How can you be properly misanthropic if yr not a recluse? I hate being social.

Then you will get no action...

i don't think you have to be incredibly social to get some action... you just have to look in the right places, and no that doesn't mean a two dollar red headed hooker... just need to find chicks that dig the same stuff as you. the metal chicks are out there somewhere.

this kind of introduces a new topic so to speak... does being into metal automatically associate you with being a non-social entity?

lots of metalheads are misanthropes i think!

yes i would have to agree with that... i think a large part of that comes from the mis-understanding or no understanding of what metal is about from most people. I find it very hard to connect with anyone on any level because of the constant conformity that is evident in society today.

parasyte wrote:

so maybe i'm a noob but what's IIRC

i think this was my best xmas ever. i got no presents, saw no family, spent waaaayyy too much on whiskey,

my only two xmas presents were whiskey and cash.... happy days

My dad gave me money, otherwise nothing from anyone as usual. Misanthropy FTW. IIRC=if i recall correctly.

orias wrote:

Then you will get no action...

skeletonplaguerex wrote:

i don't think you have to be incredibly social to get some action... you just have to look in the right places, and no that doesn't mean a two dollar red headed hooker... just need to find chicks that dig the same stuff as you. the metal chicks are out there somewhere.

I don't like chicks, what with being heterosexual and female, but it's just too much work trying to find guys who like the same stuff as me. I give up. I'll just whine on messageboards about not getting any. Fits with my misanthropy and grimness.

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yes i would have to agree with that... i think a large part of that comes from the mis-understanding or no understanding of what metal is about from most people. I find it very hard to connect with anyone on any level because of the constant conformity that is evident in society today.

Reminds me of what a guy said that I used to work with, we were talking about music and he asked, "How do you discover new music if you don't watch MTV or listen to the radio?" I was like "are you serious?" and that was long before I had the internet, but I suppose the internet has made that idea somewhat obsolete. But still a lot of people would rather buy whatever the music industry shoved down their throats rather than look for music themselves, and maybe that indicates a lack of thinking for themselves in general, which is sad.

nureintier wrote:

Reminds me of what a guy said that I used to work with, we were talking about music and he asked, "How do you discover new music if you don't watch MTV or listen to the radio?"

I think that's the funniest thing i ever heard

nureintier wrote:

I don't like chicks, what with being heterosexual and female, but it's just too much work trying to find guys who like the same stuff as me. I give up. I'll just whine on messageboards about not getting any. Fits with my misanthropy and grimness.

Ok where the hell are you from? Where I am from here in Michigan USA there is not a single girl who is in to death/black metal at all. I have spent years trying to find one... I find it really interesting that you have the same trouble simply backwards. All the cool folks are always spread far apart.

nureintier wrote:

Reminds me of what a guy said that I used to work with, we were talking about music and he asked, "How do you discover new music if you don't watch MTV or listen to the radio?"

This is a fine example of the conformist attitude the world has taken. What kind of dumbass would even think about making a comment like this let alone actually saying it?

skeletonplaguerex wrote:

nureintier wrote:

I don't like chicks, what with being heterosexual and female, but it's just too much work trying to find guys who like the same stuff as me. I give up. I'll just whine on messageboards about not getting any. Fits with my misanthropy and grimness.

Ok where the hell are you from? Where I am from here in Michigan USA there is not a single girl who is in to death/black metal at all. I have spent years trying to find one... I find it really interesting that you have the same trouble simply backwards. All the cool folks are always spread far apart.

this is an issue everywhere, fans into underground music are dotted all round. especially if you're dedicated, i found various ppl into "bm" here but none o them new fuck all, sure some of them learnt more after i educated them, but generally no one knew shit. you usually need to go into the big cities or capitals to find these people otherwise they are generally dotted about randomly

you have to wonder... suppose all of us got together in one spot... would we even really get along? I think there would be many surprises... but of course that begins a discussion on the psychology of people... no one here (by "here" I mean where I live) knows shit about black metal besides one good friend of mine. It's interesting to attempt to talk to someone about the origins of black metal and the only thing they get stuck on is murder and church burnings... obviously that contributed to the overall scene but I am amazed to watch stupid people get hung up on one thing and quit listening to anything else you have to say. That is a big part of the reason I just tend to stay out of the social light. My one big "dream" (for lack of a better word) was always to meet a girl who understood metal. And... still looking.

my ex is one of only two females i have met in the uk who under stands bm. and both of them live a few hours away. i hate long distance relationshits though, (my ex went to uni near me) I'd rather stay alone than enter into a long distance waste of time or spend time with chicks into mainstream "metal" since they;re overly opinionated and too retarded to really think, you try to find an in between part when it comes to music and blaring shit in the house but they cant think open mindedly to do that...



anyway, if my posts dont make sense, i am off my trolley as they say in the uk. the train has been derailed.

No no, your posts make sense just fine. It is simply something that could open a whole world of additional topics. It would be interesting to continue this discussion for sure. I agree with what you are saying 100%. It seems most girls are interested in the more mainstream aspect of metal... mostly metalcore bands and radio happy shit that is easily accesible. I think the honest metal chicks just dont come out of the woodwork and they should.

skeletonplaguerex wrote:

It seems most girls are interested in the more mainstream aspect of metal... mostly metalcore bands and radio happy shit that is easily accesible. I think the honest metal chicks just dont come out of the woodwork and they should.

I have the same problem with most guys, I've met maybe 3 in college who claimed to like BM until I actually tried talking about BM, and all they talked about was Dimmu and CoF, thinking these were BM and having never heard of anything else I've ever listened to besides maybe gorgoroth; mostly these people actually listen to stuff like Job for a Cowboy and are amazed that I do not, and can't figure out why I can't stand bands like that. So really I've never even met any guys who listen to BM.

In high school about 100 years ago (well 10 anyway) my friends listened to metal but that's the only time I've ever even had friends who liked metal, and they only liked thrash and some death, and even then only really mainstream stuff and I've lost touch with all of them except one (well other ones are dead but that counts as losing touch also). So I think the problem is just what Parasyte said, everybody is just all spread out.

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I'd rather stay alone than enter into a long distance waste of time or spend time with chicks into mainstream "metal" since they;re overly opinionated

Just plug in "dude" where you said "chick" and these are my thoughts also. Misanthropy FTW, once again. All the guys around here just listen to metalcore shit and think it makes them cool.

guess you shouldnt have left europe hey

so all the good ones must be in europe?... I guess I should move. I often think that it would be really cool to move to europe for awhile, I feel I identify with the culture there much more than here in the states.

When I was in Germany I didn't know anyone who listened to good music either, but at least I knew people I could drink heavily with. Otherwise all my time there was spent studying and/or seeing how many different types of sausages I could consume in one day.

I maintain that mostly, people everywhere suck, but some suck more than others.

Speaking of drinking heavily, it is new years day and this is the only day of the year I refuse to drink (it's true I haven't drunk much in years, but that's not the point). I only do that to be perverse. That, and I have no one here to drink with. I hate new years too, but not as much as I hate xmas.

fuck new years and xmas. the entire holiday season becomes more of a joke every year. nothing more than an excuse to spend a shit ton of money on a bunch of pointless shit, and of course the obvious excuse that has to do with religion and a certain birthday which i wont even get started on right now. but sausages... i would like to see how many different types of sausages i could eat in a day, this sounds like great fun. i had some excellent summer sausage that i bought myself recently, i need some more of that, but im sure its nothing like german sausage. my great-grandparents came here from austria, i would very much like to visit there sometime. as for drinking heavily, i dont do much of that myself, i cant stand the feeling of being drunk. if i drink now i usually do it for flavor, more wines than anything else